School Life

I am forty years old trying to go back to school. I am going for my associates in applied science in Information Technology. I have to admit, it's a lot harder than I thought it was going to be. right now I have a grade point average of 3.5 but now I am in introduction to databases and I find myself struggling. if I am being truethful, I would have to admit for the first time in my life I am terrified of failing. I think because I want this sooo much. anyway, it's late, and I'm tired so I am going to go to bed.